Wednesday, February 8, 2012

The last few months

I am trying to post a few pictures of the last few months. I felt like the last few months had been a real trial until I looked at the pictures and was reminded how blessed and mostly happy my life really is. The bad was my brother (single-50years-mental illness) was diagnosed with Rectal Cancer. It was a huge blow. He entered 7 weeks of chemo and radiation, is having surgery in a couple of weeks, and then has 4 months of killer chemo. Hard times for him and he needs massive amounts of help getting through it. The blessing is his body is strong, and he seems to handle chemo and radiation really well. The other hard thing is my baby sister, whom I loved, shot herself on December 1st 2011. I can hardly talk about it. I miss her, but I do know that she is in a better place. She also was single and suffered from depression for most of her life. I think she was 47 had fought as hard as she could and couldn't fight anymore. It still breaks my heart and I miss her. I hope I can upload some of my pictures because there is too much joy to dwell on the bad for too long.

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