I have not posted for a while.  Life has been busy.  My mom has been staying here for two months and my brother Steven has had cancer-surgery-complications-a mental crash- and is finally coming out of the hospital tomorrow (after almost 3 months)  My friends (best friend whom I love) son died a couple of weeks ago.  It broke our heart!  My little darling grand daughter has surgery next week.  It has been a long hard few months.  Sometime I will try to put to words what I have learned from all this.  Right now I am not sure.  Here is a picture of my brother Steven.  This picture is the face of cancer.  My post will not let me upload a picture, but I will do it soon.